Tomorrow is the big day, my upperstudy is finally leaving the "jail" behind to pursue his future, to be frank, this was the day I have been preparing for all the while. I am equally nervous and challenged to take on his role.
My only fear is unable to live up to his reputation when he was still in charge of it all, the bystander may think it looks easy but it's in fact - the mental job from Hell. It's like PR only with more bitching involved. You gotta deal with people who might know too little or a bit too much, negotiation, pointing out errors, chasing people for deadlines.
My personality is too fragile for this job, but if I managed to breeze past these two years it will definitely make me a better person than I was. Plus then there's a sleep issue which I've trying to curb...
Last day, gotta set everything straight because after tomorrow I'll be all alone.
