20 November 2010

Jerk

I could have elaborately done it like this...



...but I wouldn't want to stoop to his level. People can be such jerks.

19 November 2010

Changed

Change in life is inevitable, wholesome good changes are always welcomed, but what if it was for a 360 degree turn that becomes unrecognizable? I am concerned about a friend, whose phase of his life and mentality has changed all the way, although this is through my point of view, in which any case may be attributed to something I had told him some months back.

I thought we had talked it out amicably but today when I was browsing through Facebook, I clicked his profile through linking and realized his wall and comments were sealed and missing. It was definitely a case of restriction as confirmed by him. As usual, replies (ever since then) were short and crisp and he went 'afk'. Further probing only led him to log out of MSN.

I am very insecure and frightened whenever this kind of things happen, for little or no reason at all, we can lose our friends. The big question - "Why?" lingers eternally through the mind but constantly being denied an answer. Right now, I'm trying to ask another mutual friend if they're facing the same problem too.

If yes, I really hope whatever he's going through - all the best in recovery, both physical and mental.

If no, well, if possible not no. I really don't know what to do, looking back, before that series of truth, lots of lasting memories were forged but they could all crumble to dust and be blown away in the wind. And like a storm, it comes and goes, with no meaning, reason nor purpose.

I hope not.